It burns for a minute, and then your worries are gone.

I miss high school. I was always the kid who had everything going for her. I had good grades, and I had potential. But then I started college and hated it. And I dropped out. And where am I in my life? Nowhere. And I’m so goddamn depressed. What do I do? I get drunk every week and I’ve tried cocaine. What the fuck happened to the straight edge kid that I was? People tell me that if i keep going down the road I’m on, it’s going to result in me dying. And you know what, I’m not doing jack shit to stop it.